Shocking Reality.

Yes it's a shocking reality when your best friend posts a picture on her "facebook page" for the world to see. I'm really very excited for her, but knowing that everyone would see that person on the far right side was shocking to me.

This picture was taken in December and I had the opportunity to see it when they were sharing the pictures.

First thought through my mind was OMG, am I really that big?

The very next thought was, why do all the skinny mini's group together and put the fat people on the end. It always happens that way.

A few tears later and my husband sat down and talked about this and we renewed our Membership to Bally's on January 1. Then started to slowly work in exercise.

I really should have started this blog then, but the fear of falling flat on my face, as I have with every other diet was not something that I wanted to share with the world.

The next few posts will bring you up to date on my progress.

Begining Weight: 288 pounds (excuse me while I bury my head in the sand)